Another mistake for the third time around

September 29, 2008

**From Rai's multiply

since i've got nothing to do i decided to write [again] asomething about nothing..huh? so here it goes:

THE CRIMSON POINT OF VIEW

will you remember this story of the unwritten thoughts?
as i see those elusive smile across his arms
i know what that feels like and it hurts deep inside
deafening silence embarks in my mind to a full blast

i want to stay in love with my sorrow
here in the darkness i know myself
i can't break free until i let it go
in this four side cliched room i started to fall
pouring, screaming, crying, bleeding..

i couldn't hide the emptiness inside
letting out a convincing smile to fool everyone
pushing everyone like their the enemy
i don't believe in everyone other that myself

i try to hide the pain only to bleed more
i try to keep the pain only to feel it more
i try to seal the pain only to drown more
i try to deny the pain only to make it grow

salvation is just a dream for me to free
i will never be free from this damn heart of stone
i will never be able to see the light again
only this self righteous suicide, i'm expecting

i want to stay in love with my sorrow
here in the darkness i know myself
i can't break free until i let it go
is this four side cliched room i started to fall
pouring, screaming, crying, bleeding..