Later...

January 4, 2009

Later.. would be my Monday shift.
Later.. I won't be seeing him before my shift.
Later.. I will not get his manual with mine.
Later.. he will not be sitting beside me.
Later.. I will not be telling him to "Auto In" during the exact start of our shift.
Later.. I will not be bugging him to unlock his computer.
Later.. I will not wait for him to have his break so that we will be together eating at the pantry.
Later.. I will not be hugging him if he's already sleepy.
Later.. I won't laugh because of his jokes, stories and craps.
Later.. we won't be singing with him during the last part of our shift.
Later.. I won't be giving my manual to him so that he'll bring it back to the training room.
Later.. I won't be waiting for him at the end of our shift.
Later.. I will go home and not with him.
Later.. I will feel very alone and empty.



Actually, I'm feeling it right now.. and that was since the end of our Friday shift. Nostalgia. I do have mixed emotions. I'm happy for him because he will be L2 already, like an assistant coach and not an agent anymore, starting our Monday shift. But then, I can't help but to be sad because I will be missing him.. BIG TIME. I just don't want him to know that I'm very sad of that fact. I might cry. Dang. Oh well, I hope I'll get over this easily. It's very heavy eh. X_x

But even though that shit will happen later, he will always be my favorite boy friend in work. I will still be happy seeing him later. I will just miss him coz there would be an empty space besides my station. I will just miss his laughter and how he talked about his "katarantaduhan". *sigh*

WHATEVER. I HATE BEING DRAMATIC. ARGH.